I'm in this a little and I am scared.
I dont want the same thing to happen again. Once is enough. But it's still sticking in the back of my head. In the beginning everything is amazing and beautiful and I cling to that. I think every girl does. We have this fear that the feeling will fade.
It is weird how it happens when you least expect it. Just know that Friday night was good. And this Friday will bring good things too, I think.
Baby steps.
Unlimited texts, sonic drinks and driving like a man. Good things are happening. But I'm still just sticking my toe in.
My ultimate distraction: summer time! I tend to focus on the sun and the beauty in the day. Letting my toes see the sun.
All in all my hope has returned. and that is the most important thing. and no one can give you that back until you see it in front of you, if that makes sense.
My morning jacket, give em a listen.
i might just age gracefully.
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