win some or learn some.

I know that my hours are holding me back. 4p.m. to midnight or later just isnt cutting it, and hasnt been for 2 years.
I cant believe I've been stuck for 2 years.

Some one told me that to keep looking young in your 30s you have to have as much fun as you can in your 20s. I'm so on that. I wont settle for grays this young. It's time to live.

Today was good. I put myself in a "I'm not going to let this bring me down" kinda mood. And I didnt. I was stuck in traffic, late, poor and hungry. But I just stuck to being happy somehow. I think the most shocking moment in bachelor history helped. He is one crazy fellow. Sounds like he is addicted to love.

I think I was so happy because I cleaned my mirror in my room and really took at look at myself. (this is where I get deep) When I looked in the mirror I saw me being happy. I wiped the dust away and I saw myself smile.

It gets better each day. Adele is helping. I could blast that cd and belt out those words unconditionally. Infact I did tonight on my way to quizno's.

My best advice for tonight is to leave work at work. Jordan taught me that. Thanks boo.